Livejournal is so cool if you ask me. Though i'm having problems navigating around this whole site, i'm having lots of fun! Heh heh. Well no wonder people are switching from blogger to livejournal. I just want a change of environment and i'm glad i chose the right blog site. Thank Heavens! =)
Well then, it's a proper greeting from now on then...
This post is specially dedicated to one of my beloved girlfriends. =)
Happy 20th Birthday Linda!!! FINALLY your special day is here. =) Hahaha. I know today will be one of your happiest days of the year, so just enjoy it without a single setback ok???
So sorry i had to grab one of your friendster's pics. Haha, my desktop doesn't store your pics lar.. Hahaha.
Miss you loads. And of course the rest too lar! Sheesh. =D
Sunday, March 02, 2008, 10:48 PM
Right now i'm having a TERRIBLE headache and i feel like throwing up. Sheesh... All i feel like doing is to knock my head against the wall to numb the pain.
I can take the painkillers actually. Hahah, but i don't want. I want to test how long i can withstand the pain. From what i see, i still am surviving from the pain. In fact i can still blog about the throbbing pain on the left hand side of my head! Hahah.
Oh well, i believe i'll be alright after a peaceful sleep which i can hardly get. I never get a peaceful sleep ever!! It takes me at least half an hour for me to get to sleep. I think even the sandman wouldn't be able to put me to sleep.
And when i sleep, i get up almost every two hours. I also don't know why. Don't try to get my brain to work when i'm half asleep, just have some mercy on me. Because once my brain starts functioning i will lose my sleep and it'll take another half an hour to fall asleep.
Recently it hurts to sleep actually. The nerves on my temple feel very weary when i close my eyes, i just don't know why. I'm not even straining my eys for heaven's sake!
Well that shows that i have to get my glasses fixed. The one i'm currently wearing now is the old one and i can't see clearly with this. And it's causing frequent headaches and weary eyes. Sigh.... I miss my specs..
Speaking of which, i think i wanna shift to livejournal. I'm getting bored with blogger. It's time to change to a new environment. Besides i feel livejournal is quite cool. Hahah.
Nevertheless i'll keep you people informed. And please don't ask me what happen to my tagboard. Don't wish to answer. Hahah.
Hmmm... you know, i think i'm having headache because i think too much of you! Hahah.
Saturday, March 01, 2008, 12:37 AM
It's all because of you that i sneaked out of my room to get the laptop.
It's all because of you that i risked my life by getting the modem on with the slightest sound.
It's all because of you that i am sitting in my room blogging my stupid frustration and edit my previous post.
Basically it's all because of you i am doomed. Screwed. Whatever that associates with ruin.
But to whatever extent i will be ruined, i like it. I would want it no other way but to see myself ruined, doomed, screwed.
And that is also thanks to you.
All is because of you.
Friday, February 29, 2008, 9:40 PM
Hmmmmm..... interestttiiiinggg..... And i wonderrrrr......
Monday, February 25, 2008, 10:10 PM
Today Linda and i decided to have a healthy lifestyle. Haha, we went jogging!! Yay! And i feel soooo accomplished! =)
Supposed to go to East Coast, but dropped the idea when Linda couldn't move thanks to her exhaustion. Haha. Well, she couldn't even lift up a bottle of water without spilling some of the contents in it! =) So headed over to Ida's house for lunch and lepak there. I only stayed there for a while since i was due back home.
Ok now i'm going random.
------
The Bottom Line
Treat yourself today -- be a little bit lazy. There's no harm in relaxing a bit. In Detail
Do not delve deep into any type of emotional entanglement right now, even if you think that you are completely ready to take things to the next level. It is still too soon. If this person is really who you think they are, they'll wait for you a little while longer. Time is the most crucial element in your life right now, and you have much more than you think you do. So what is your rush? Taking things slowly now might be frustrating to you, but it is the best move you can make.
I seriously have no idea what my horoscope is talking about, though i think i know. I don't know how i explain it. But i'm just praying that it isn't real. I never believed in horoscopes anyways. At least if it doesn't go the way i want it too. Haha.
Oh well, i already have myself tangled in some emotional web. But i'm still able to handle with it. And i want it that way.
---
I learned so many new things about myself for the past few days.
I get very paranoid. I'm very egoistic and prideful. I actually love attention but pretend not to like it. (I have no idea about this until recently!!) I underestimated myself when it comes to emotions. I like playing with fire even though i know i can get burned by it. (Well i'm already burning in it and i like it.)
To sum it up:
I AM CRAZY
Saturday, February 23, 2008, 9:16 PM
Why is it that you simply don't understand?? What is it that i do that you have to behave so over protective? Why can't you simply trust me? I'm your flesh and blood after all!
Yes, i lied to you to get out of the house. Would you have let me if i told you the truth? Of course not! You asked me who taught me how to lie didn't you? Well this it the answer.
YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO.
I never wanted to lie to you dad, but you make me to. Because i don't get the freedom of a teen. I'm not asking you to just let me do whatever i want. All i'm asking you is to just understand me. Trust me. I'm not like any other females you'd come across in your past. I'm your daughter. And i'm turning 20 this year. How long more are you going to have the leash around me?
Yes, in the past i've rebelled. In fact i still am. But have i ever done something so terrible that would bring the family's name down? Have i dad? Have i mom?
I can choose to go to the wrong path if i want to. It's easy. But i didn't. You know why? Because i want you to know that you brought me well. But it seems that you will never see that would you?
I'm simply asking you to let me out a little longer. I'm simply asking you to let me back home slightly later. Is that so tough to let? I know you worry for me and all. I understand that. But do you know that i'm so deprived of my teenage years? Do you know i long for to hang out with my friends till 8 or 9 in the evening?
I was wrong today. I admit it. But i didn't do anything wrong when i'm with me friends now did i? We simply talked. Why is it so difficult for you to understand that?
Seriously, i don't want a broken family. Heh, nobody wants it. But the way you're controlling the three of us at home, it's making us go astray from the family. Why is it bro always working? Why is sis doesn't share her problems at home? Why is it i prefer staying out to at home? Because we hate being at home. We hate home.
Sigh, there's no point telling you this either because you wouldn't understand. And the only thing i would hear from you guys is "We love you children."
I know you do, but you're not doing us any good by being over protective either. I hope you come to your senses mom and dad.
Why? Why did i even bother to? If i hadn't i wouldn't have been entangled in this complicated yet simple situation!!! Then i could have been happier with no worries. Nothing would be troubling me and all.
Now? Look at me now! I'm so restless for God knows why! And i can't even sleep in peace because of what i've landed myself into. I deserved this and more!
Actually no. I don't deserve this turmoil at all! Oh for Heaven's sake this is the first time i'm stuck in this situation. It couldn't have started this bad!!
God, i would have appreciated if i can feel good in my first experience right? Why make me suffer this much? I feel restless enough. Don't make it worse for me.
I doubt anyone knows what the hell i'm talking about. Which is precisely why i'm being crypic.
Thursday, February 21, 2008, 9:09 PM
I'm feeling a little uneasy for a while now. I don't even know why. Is something bad going to happen or am i simply paranoid? I seriously don't know.
And because of this uneasiness, i can't seem to focus my attention elsewhere without my mind needing to remind me of the butterflies in my stomach and the erratic pace of my heartbeat. Why is it am i feeling this way?
Heh, suddenly i wished i could turn to someone and talk. To say something.
But of course to talk to someone means, to show my weakness. And it's not something i could tolerate. After all i've never told my problems to all my friends.
I mean i do tell my problems to my trustworthy friends but not the critical ones. They have always been minor, something that could be solved when i'm calm.
All of my friends see me as the happy go lucky girl who cares nuts for the world around her. They see me as someone they can depend on when they need a few good advices and someone who is confident in herself with no fear for the society.
Lol, it seems i do a good job of deceiving every one around me ain't i?
No one has ever known my true feelings. No one knows that certain actions or tasks i carry out have a purpose behind it. No one, not even my family members.
Of course i've always been the indifferent and seemingly heartless whenever some bad events take place at home. But none of them would have known that i think of how i can help. Not that i want them to know either.
The last thing i need is for them to look at me sceptically at my sudden willingness to help. Or receive some words of love from my parents. Well that's one of the things i despise. I know they love me, they've shown me and i don't find it necessary for them to say it verbally.
When my close friends ask me what plans i have for the future, all i answered them is, "I don't find it necessary to plan." I still could remember shock written on their faces.
Well what would you know. I do have plans. I do know what i want for the future and what would be my setbacks. But i don't find it necessary to discuss it now in the present. Because there's no point just saying it out but doing nothing about it.
I am someone who finds it difficult to convey her feelings to someone. Be it good or bad.
And seriously i find this entry meaningless. Nothing made sense out of this.
Well then be it.
Monday, February 18, 2008, 10:49 PM
And so someone asked me to write about him in my blog. And here goes... =)
He's someone nice to talk to who has the sweetest tongue for a guy as far as i know. Hmm what else ar? Oh i don't like it when he insults my boyfriend. =)
And i feel weird talking to him in tamil, because he looks like malay. Now i know why my friends prefer me to talk in english to tamil.
What else ar? Hmm, he can be crazy when he wants to, and i don't mind because i'm fully crazy.
I don't know what else to write already ar. Haha, happy now Rubun????
Sunday, February 17, 2008, 7:38 PM
I tell you ar, facebook is damn irritating! Every five minutes you'll get an e mail saying that you've been superpoked or whatever shit lar.
Sheesh.....
And now friendster is also becoming as irritating as facebook. They have these stupid applications that makes your profile interesting.
What's so interesting about facebook anyways?!?! If it weren't for Fahmezah and Nunu, i would already have deleted the damned account.
Bleah
Saturday, February 16, 2008, 9:40 PM
Sigh, i seriously wonder what would happen to the female population of the world if the great Lord of the West, Sesshoumaru was to be real. Goddddd, i think most girls would fight one another for him.
And i won't be surprised if i was one them.
Well you can't blame me, he is H-O-T. HOT! He's so beautiful. Everything about him scream femininity-his features and his gracefulness. Despite his physical appearance, all his actions scream masculinity. His courage, his arrogance, his pride and oh his baritone voice! Aaahhh, i can simply go weak on my knees. What i love about him is how his gaze can just put me on fire and then turn me to ashes within seconds! Hhahahaah.
I don't give a damn what my friends and family think of me. Anyways they think i've lost my brains, which is not so far from the truth. Hehheh.
I'm so crazy over Sesshoumaru!!! Oh man, if he had been real, i would have done anything just to be with him. Sigh, how can i not when his cool stare makes my heart melt and my brain fuzzy? Siiigh.... He looks so adorable even in his demon form. Sigh...
But i don't care! I've already made him my boyfriend! No matter what people say, he will still be my boyfriend!! He's my first love! =) Hahahahah. I'm nuts.
Ah, Sesshoumaru why aren't you real?? I think of you every single day...???
PS: if anyone is not happy with this post, then to hell with you guys. =) I don't give a damn how irritated you can get because of this post! =)
Thursday, February 14, 2008, 3:55 PM
Happy Valentine's Day people! I'm currently over at Suzila Bte Mohd Lazmi's house!!
Doing what you might wanna ask???
Heh heh.
Baking Brownies!!!! =) Weeeeee!!! Shama, Sue and I are having a hell lot of fun in the kitchen baking and bitching about. Lol, it seems it's a new hobby for all of us. Baking!
It's quite regrettable that Linda and Nunu are not here. Don't worry there's always next time. =)
So anyone wants brownies with ice cream?? Heh heh.
Byes!
Monday, February 11, 2008, 8:36 PM
Yesssss... I know i know.
But i'm just plain lazy to update. Sheesh it's time consuming and it dries up my brain cells when you have to think what to update.
Sheesh.........
Anyways, i just felt updating, i don't know why though. And i'll be going random.
I went to the hospital today to visit Mawar. I wish her speedy recovery with my utmost sincerity. =)
You know, i realised that both my written and spoken english are deteriorating. And i have to do something about this. Trust me when i said it's because of this particular bitch's fault. Sigh.. Anyways, i have to do something to improve my language. Probably go for classes? Haha, i don't know.
So let's see what else.. Aaah...
Valentine's Day is few days time and i don't have a date. Nothing bad if you ask me. I supposed i'm indifferent towards this day. It's of no significance to me. Just another normal day. Heh.
Ah meng died. Yes, i know probably the whole Singapore knows about this. But i think i just wanna state it down. I feel sad for her death. In fact i cried. Somehow i feel Singapore lost one of the most wonderful being on earth. Sigh.
Oh and i need a job. Terribly. Because right now i don't have moolah. And without moolah i can't buy stuffs and necessity. I simply feel insecure without moolah. Haha..
Akkarin died in 'The High Lord'. Again i feel terrible. I fell in love with Akkarin from the first book. And i told all of you didn't i? He's not the bad guy. He's the good one! His death depresses me even though he's just a fictional character. And i know i'm crazy.
Oh i need to shed off weight. Wait till i stay at home and i'll work on it. Aways going to Shama's house is definitely not helping. Haha. A trip to her house only makes me fatter. Bleah.
And i have a sudden craze for Sarah Brightman. Because of her song, 'It's a Beautiful Day'. A wonderful song if you ask me. =)
Ok my brain's malfunctioning once again. See you people again...
Monday, January 28, 2008, 3:28 PM
COOKIE FEVER!!!
Yum Yum.
Shama's house is the perfect place to do anything. Especially baking!
Right now the chocolate chip cookies must be baking in her oven. Hmmm.. i think i wanna try muffin tomorrow. Don't you think so???? Hehe..
Suuuu!! We made cookies!! You heard me SUZILA MOHD LAZMI?!?! We are baking cookies with Ilham!!! Hahahaha...
Awww poor girl, don't worry we'll keep you some. =)
Saturday, January 26, 2008, 9:57 PM
I went out with Bav today. And it feels sooo good. =) Thanks Bav for your time, i really appreciate your willingness to accompany me for the day. =)
So, i'm supposed to go for an interview but i changed my mind on the last minute. I wasn't in the 'intereview' mood. I went to meet Bav at Dhoby Ghout after making her wait for 2hrs plus. Yikes.. I felt soo guilty and i believed i was apologising to her half of the outing.
So we went to Istana Park and hung around there for a while before we decided to head to Plaza Singapura for lunch. I was supposed to fast today but ermmm.. i decided to break fast since i was outside with Bav and it is not often i go out with her. We had Burger King. She insisted of paying and i let her. Well, i did chip in some though. =)
Talked over lunch and all. Haha, i realised i missed her loads. I'm praying fervently that she wouldn't leave Singapore for Australia. Please Bav! Stay in Singapore! =)
Haha, we went to her workplace and hung out there most of our time. Haha, i kept persisting her of getting me a job at her workplace. Afterall i'm in need of a job. Well, frankly speaking telemarketing is not my kind, but i daresay i will give it a try! Because i'm desperate for money!
And so we chilled and cam-whore(d). This is the first time I, Khairunnisa Elias, love taking pictures. Took sooo many nonsensical pictures. Lol, i didn't know i was capable of all these! =)
From Dhoby Ghout, we walked to Orchard. I wanted to get Donuts actually but i insisted of going to Takashimaya and get it there since Bav said they sell delicious donuts. HOWEVER the donuts were not Halal. Oh well...
All in all i had a fun day with Bav. Thanks so much my friend for making my day. And i'm sooo sorry for making you wait for so long. I really hope we can have a time like ths again. So what you do is, get me a job at your place tomorrow ok?? Hahahah.
Pictures next time people.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008, 3:20 PM
Oh man....
I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job.
I NEED A JOB!!!!!
And i'm totally in need of job. No more moolah man!!! I need moolah... I need moolah... I need moolah people!
Someone please get me a job or there is another alternative if you ask me. Heheh...
PROVIDE ME WITH MONEY! =)
I just felt like blogging, so i blogged though i don't know what to blog. Sigggghhh...
Sunday, January 20, 2008, 3:25 PM
I have to go on strict diet. I have to go on strict diet. I have to go on strict diet. I have to go on strict diet. I have to go on strict diet. I have to go on strict diet.
I have to go on strict diet.
Unless i want to gain back all the fats i have lost for the past year. Sheesh.
As of tomorrow i, Khairunnisa Elias, am going to go on very strict diet. I think..
To start the day with, i will have to go jogging with Linda so that i will be motivated to lose weight! Yes! That'll be my plan!
Saturday, January 19, 2008, 11:25 PM
I DECLARE THAT FYP IS OFFICIALLY OVER
After six months of struggle with this dumb project, it has come to an end. Well i admit i feel a teeny bit of misery but my happiness and relief felt can never compare with the misery.
Phew, finally. Now i can think of anything and everything in this world without having FYP lingering in my thoughts every five minutes. Lol.
I finished my presentation this morning. And everything went fruitfully, thank Godness. And i believe all of us did a fairly good job for our presentation, so i expect all of us to do well. =)
So right now my only worry is job. I need a job ASAP since i'm very very shot of money. At this state i don't know how i will survive. Sigh.
Oh well it will take time i supposed. We'll see how it goes.
I just don't believe why am i craving for Ban Mian again when i had it just now for lunch. Hmmmmm....
I have to go for strict diet. At this state i will only gain weight not lose.....
Oh Shucks.. =(
Wednesday, January 16, 2008, 3:53 PM
I SINCERELY HATE SITI SHAMMA!! YEEEEEESH!!!!!
And so much for thinking of getting 'The High Lord' by today. I don't know if it's because of my wonderful friend's words or it's just all coincidental.
Sigh, but i don't have to worry too much since i'm getting that book from Chin Hoe tomorrow. I wanna thank Charmaine for that!!! Thanks soooo much.
I think if i don't get the book by tomorrow i will definitely go nuts!!!! Sheesh.
Oh did i tell you that i might be getting a job soon? Which means the ending of my personal poverty is close. Hahahaha.
Right now i'm not in the right mood. I need to kill someone.
And i have to say you belong in the world of Harry Potter.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008, 9:38 PM
Seriously i will go nuts if i don't get the novel, 'The High Lord'. The Black Magician Triology is really addictive, I tell you. I believe i have to thank Charmaine for the recommendation of the book. Actually it was a birthday gift from me to her. =) But thank heavens, she lent me the book because it is so damn good!!
'The Magicians' Guild' is not only splendid but also thrilling. Yeesh! It's a mind blowing book!
The Magicians' Guild Book I of the Black Magicians Triology
The old magician paused. 'If this young woman is a natural, we should expect her to be more powerful than our average novice, possibly even more powerful than the average magician.'
Each year, the magicians of Imardin gather together to purge the city streets of vagrants and miscreants. Masters of the disciplines of magic, they know that no ordinary lowlife can oppose them. But their protective shield is not as imprenetrable as they think.
Sonea, angry, frustrated and outraged by the treatment of her family and friends, throws a stone at the shield, putting all her rage behind it. She is amazed when it sails unrestricted through the barrier and knocks a magician unconscious.
The Guild's worst fear has been realised . there is an untrained magician loose in Imardin who must be found before her uncontrolled powers can destroy herself and the city.
And when there is Book I, there will definitely be Book II!
The Novice Book II of the Black Magicians Triology
'The most important attribute of a magician is knowledge . Without it his strength is useless.' The magician's eyes flickered to Sonea, 'Even if his powers surface of their own accord, he will soon be dead if he does not gain the knowledge of how to control them.
Sonea knows the other novices in the Magicians' Guild all come from powerful families, but she also knows she can turn to Rothen and Dannyl for help when she needs it. That is, until somone starts spreading malicious rumouts about her — and Akkarin, The High Lord, steps in.
Promoted to Guild Ambassador, Lord Dannyl leaves for the Elyne court. His first order from Administrator Lorlen is to resume, in secret, High Lord Akkarin's long-abandoned research into ancient magical knowledge. Not knowing the true reason for his journey, Dannyl is soon facing unexpected dangers.
Meanwhile, Sonea has almost forgotten the High Lord's dark secret, but keeping the truth hidden may be a grave mistake.
Since this is a triology, there is definitely a third book! DUH!
The High Lord Book III of the Black Magicians Triology
'Why are you showing me these books?' Akkarin's eyes bored into her own, and she looked away. 'You want to know the truth,' he said. He was right. Part of her wanted to ignore the books. But she did want to know.
Sonea has learnt much in the Magicians' Guild. Over the past year, Regin has come to ignore her and the other novices treat her with a grudging respect. But she can never forget what she witnessed in High Lord Akkarin's underground room, or his warning that Kyralia's ancient enemy is watching the Guild closely.
Her old friend Cery now has an influencial position among the Thieves, and good connections in high and low places. When an exotic stranger offers to help him with a secret task, Cery knows he should refuse, but then . . .
As Akkarin reveals more of his knowledge, Sonea does not know who to believe, or what she most fears. Could the truth be as terrifying as the High Lord claims? Or is he trying to trick her into assisting him with his dark schemes?
I already read the first two books, and now i'm looking for...correction, i'm hunting for the book to find out about the high lord. I can bet that Akkarin is not a bad guy. I believe he has his own reasons for using black magic. Just you watch...
The next triology i've set my mind on reading would be the Age of the Five. Seriously, Trudi Canavan is a very great author with wild imaginations. Just like JK Rowling, Trudi writes Fantasy Fiction books. Of course people would prefer JK Rowling to Trudi as the timeline of the story isn't too far from what we can relate to. Trudi Canavan writes books where events took place few hundred years ago. So it might seem to be a little boring to some.
It doesn't matter to me though. I still love the both of the all the same. =)
Friday, January 11, 2008, 10:30 PM
Guess what.....
I'VE FINALLY BOUGHT A NEW PAIR OF SHOES!!
Like finally man. Haha, i tell you, i've been hunting for shoes for the past three months and i finally got it. Don't you think it's something i have to celebrate about?? Haha, actually i had to get one for my FYP presentation. Of course i could just wear sports shoes, but i just wanna look something different can? Hahahaha.
Oh and i bought a black top too. A nice one in my opinion. You know i feel so satisfied with myself today because i bought a couple of things for myself! Wee...
You know i neeeed a job to get new clothes. Haha, i just feel excited for God knows why. Hehe, any recommendation people???
Oh the next thing i need to get is white studs. I don't know, i just feel like getting studs. Hmmm, it should go well for the presentation don't you think so??
So here i am blogging in my new top and my jeans with my shoes in front of me. I'm waiting for my mom to get home so that i can parade around the house showing off the stuffs i bought. Hehe.
I think new clothes boost up my confidence and i hope i will do well in my presentation.
That reminds me, i have to finish up my logbook. Yikes...
Sunday, January 06, 2008, 9:36 PM
And so here i am, the very last day of holidays watching Korean drama. Believe me, Kdrama can be very addictive.
Thanks heavens, FYP is nearly over. This gives me time to watch Korean drama. Haha, finally i'm able to watch coffee prince. I know Channel U is broadcasting the drama, but it's dubbed. I don't like dubbed.
Watching coffee prince, seriously make me fall in love with Gong Yoo. He's damn hot man. And there's Kim Jae Wook. He's another heart throb. Haha, i think i should have been born as a chinese or something. Lol, for an Indian, i don't think i behave like one. Seriously i haven't come across an Indian who is interested in Korean Drama. Hahah.
Anyways, aiming for the next drama to watch. Hmm any recommendation people? Heh heh.
Oh by the way, Happy new year! I know it's late...but oh well doesn't matter. =)
Saturday, December 29, 2007, 6:52 PM
Sonnet 13
O, that you were yourself! but, love, you are No longer yours than you yourself here live: Against this coming end you should prepare, And your sweet semblance to some other give. So should that beauty which you hold in lease Find no determination: then you were Yourself again after yourself's decease, When your sweet issue your sweet form should bear. Who lets so fair a house fall to decay, Which husbandry in honour might uphold Against the stormy gusts of winter's day And barren rage of death's eternal cold? O, none but unthrifts! Dear my love, you know You had a father: let your son say so.
After 2 weeks of hiatus, i'm finally back. I'm over with FYP finally! Well not exactly over. I'm done with the report and half of the logbook. Haha.
So here i am finally blogging, though there's nothing much to blog about. Haha. Anyways the year is going to come to an end in less than three days time. Hmmm, i don't know what to feel about this. All i'm hoping is for a better year in 2008. =)
Ok i'm really lazy to blog..... siiighhhhh..
Friday, December 14, 2007, 11:17 PM
Sonnet 47 Mine eyes and heart are at a mortal war, Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took, And each doth good turns now unto the other, When that mine eye is famish'd for a look, Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother, With my love's picture then my eye doth feast, And to the painted banquet bids my heart: Another time mine eye is my hearts guest, And in his thoughts of love doth share a part, So, either by thy picture or my love, Thyself away, are present still with me, For thou not farther than my thoughts canst move, And I am still with them, and they with thee, Or if they sleep, thy picture in my sight, Awakes my heart, to heart's and eye's delight. William Shakespeare
Recently, i have been very busy with FYP. So, if i've not been updating my blog as often as i used to (not that i've been updating it on a regular basis, sheesh), just bear with me for another two more weeks.
I'm feeling rather tired for the past week. I'm tired from worrying for all of my friends who are facing a tough time in their love life. I don't mean sick and tired, rest assured. But i feel the burden you guys are carrying. The whole lot of you never fail to make me worry. Sheesh. Hahah.
Whoever out there who is in the midst of a cold war with your boyfriends/girlfriends, i just want you people to know that it's just a matter of time when things get better between the both of you.
Whatever the outcome turns out to be, always keep in mind that you've given your best shot and probably things happen for the best. Right now, my peice of advice is not to give up unless you know that it's not worth fighting for.
Such war with your loved ones, is normal. In fact it tests how strong you can hold onto the relationship. Sometimes the outcome may turn out to be something you detest, but you learn from your own mistakes.
Follow what you feel is right and what makes you happy. Always open your thoughts not only to your heart but to your mind also. Sometimes your mind tend to be more rational than your heart. And also remember that whatever choice you make, keep in mind not to regret it in the future. =)
Don't let your friends rule your life. You should be the one ruling your own life. Remember you're the Mistress/Master of your life. Because whatever choice your friends make may not be a liking to you.
Aaaannd... Whichever path you choose, you should remember there's always a risk in it. Be it the good path or the bad path. Life is full of risks. Just choose wisely. Choose the path which has a lesser risk to your heart. Don't expect too much in any relationship unless you're sure that the both of you love each other sincerely and trust each other whole heartedly.
Last but not least, i just want to say i'm soo sorry to all of you whom i have not been there to aid you one way or another. Or if i had sound insincere when you guys share your problems with me, i'd like to send my deepest regret and apologies to you. I don't mean to sound that way, but lately i'm busy with my personal stuffs which makes me a little more tired. I'll try to be there for you guys as much as i can.
Because I love all of you. =)
Wednesday, December 05, 2007, 11:00 PM
Sonnet 76
Why is my verse so barren of new pride,
So far from variation or quick change?
Why with the time do I not glance aside
To new-found methods and to compounds strange?
Why write I still all one, ever the same,
And keep invention in a noted weed,
That every word doth almost tell my name,
Showing their birth and where they did proceed?
O, know, sweet love, I always write of you,
And you and love are still my argument;
So all my best is dressing old words new,
Spending again what is already spent:
For as the sun is daily new and old,
So is my love still telling what is told.
William Shakespeare
Sighhh, life seems so good. I feel as if i can breathe. And i feel like i'm more daring; trying out new things here and there. Sigh.
Well, i returned back home close to 9.30 after sheesha-ing with the babes and their partners. Heh heh. It was soo good, everyone was there. Though i really wished Nabil was there too. When will you not be busy? Make it fast ok? =)
So it seemed i was the main highlight of the day because i was wearing heels (again, for the second time in a year), blouse and a pair of fitting jeans. Not to forget about the ear rings yea? Lol. I just felt like wearing, and i wore. Well, it's difficult to see me like that you know?! Haha.
As much as i like attention, i dislike them. Lol, because all of my friends noticed me and it only made me embarrassed! Yeesh! =) But i feel good though. Well i've yet to learn on how to wear heels without my poor feet hurting me. Seriously it was a pure torture.
I met with different kind of people today. One of whom, i'd been pinning my hopes on seeing. The other of whom, i wish not to ever see again. It was rather scary and i hope i won't have to encounter such incidents ever again.
I realised i need a list of what i want to do for the following days/weeks. There's so many things i want to try out and do. But not all of them i can do within a few weeks. Lol. Unless i wish to see myself dead. Hehe.
1.Shopping
Yes, i still do not fancy shopping, but i need to get a new wardrobe. Well, it's time to change though i don't know whether i like it or not. Lol. But whatever it is, i'm thrilled to shop since i can get a size in metro. Which is a miracle, i assure you!
2.Head down to the zoo!
Zoo. Zoo. Zoo. Haha, i need to head down to the zoo people! I want to be surrounded with animals, espeically the lions and tigers (ligers too, if the zoo has them). I supposed watching The Lion King I, II and III really inspired me to visit the zoo. Lol. Besides it has been ages since the last time i stepped my foot onto the premises of the zoological garden. Oh, i will have to head down there next week!
3. Lose another 3 kg =)
Well, this is currently my top priority. I'm aiming to shed another 3 kg, before the year ends. Heh heh, at least i can proudly tell people that i lost 20kg for the year! Thrilling isn't it?! Oh well, this means i have to work real hard, because it's less than a month for the year to end. Drats.
I think for now these would be all. Hmm, i might come up with some more points for my want list. Lol.
Anyways since i'm currently crazy over The Lion King, i want to share this song to everyone. Haha. Enjoy people!
"I've never been able to plan my life. I just lurch from indecision to indecision."
- Alan Rickman-
Sunday, December 02, 2007, 2:20 PM
If I could have just one wish
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
Courtney Kuchta
Seriously i'm so tired of this life already. How long am i going to lead a life like this? When will happiness come and find its way to my family? I seriously don't know.
I haven't been talking to my father for nearly two weeks already. I won't deny that i'm not liking it. But, whatever it is, he is my father. I know i should just let go of the past and move on. But i just can't seem to let go of the grudge i have on him. It was all because of him after all, that i got accused wrongly. Sigh.
I'm enjoying my life ever since i've resigned from my job. But somewhere, at the back of my mind demands me of getting another job. Some part of my soul plagues me of the source i'm going to get my monthly income. As much as i don't want to work, i have to. At least for the sake of my survival.
To make things worse, i told my mom i'm going to stand on my own feet. I'm going to pay off my school fees and my other expenses all by myself. Seriously, i don't know how i'm going to do it. But i'll never confide in my mom regarding this.
Home is not home right now. I don't call it home anymore. House is more like it. Just for the accommodation. Sigh.
And i'm so worried for her. Just like me, she's facing problems at home. And to add on with relationship problems. Pull yourself through alright? I just want you to know that you still have your girlfriends to back you up. We may not be by your side 24/7 but we will always be thinking of you and we will tryto help you as much we can. We'll get through this together alright? =)
Sigh you know i supposed all my girlfriends are facing problems too. Though theirs come in different forms, all of us feel the same emotions. Rollercoaster of negative emotions are not something we want to feel or want to be used to. But one thing for sure, we will survive. =)
Smile you're on candid camera!
Ok, this is random. But i actually gave my word to Linda that i'll have this picture posted in my blog. So here it is. Heh heh, candid and sweet! =)
Tuesday, November 27, 2007, 6:27 PM
Sonnet 66
Tired with all these, for restful death I cry, As to behold desert a beggar born, And needy nothing trimmed in jollity, And purest faith unhappily forsworn, And gilded honor shamefully misplaced, And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted, And right perfection wrongfully disgraced, And strength by limping sway disablèd, And art made tongue-tied by authority, And folly, doctor-like, controlling skill, And simple truth miscalled simplicity, And captive good attending captain ill:
Tired with all these, from these would I be gone,
Save that to die, I leave my love alone.
William Shakespeare
Ok, so here i am at shama's place blogging. Haha. As much as we haven't got a plan for the day, it went rather smoothly and enjoyable, not to forget to mention.
Anyways, let me keep you update of what has happened recently. It has been nine days since i last blogged.
Just to let you people know, i'm finally free from working. Yes people, i have resigned from 7-eleven. I don't know why. It was out of impulse if you ask me. Nevertheless i feel so much happier now that i'm not working. I can get back to reading and all. Hehe.
The girls are having wonderful times with their partners. Heh heh, it's really amusing how they handle and enjoy their partners' behaviours and attitude.
Haha, at times i envy them but most of the times i'm thankful that i'm single. =)
Sunday, November 18, 2007, 2:05 PM
Sonnet 145
Those lips that Love's own hand did make
Breathed forth the sound that said 'I hate'
To me that languish'd for her sake;
But when she saw my woeful state,
Straight in her heart did mercy come,
Chiding that tongue that ever sweet
Was used in giving gentle doom,
And taught it thus anew to greet:'
I hate' she alter'd with an end,
That follow'd it as gentle day
Doth follow night, who like a fiend
From heaven to hell is flown away;
'I hate' from hate away she threw,
And saved my life, saying 'not you.'
William Shakespeare
I need a job people. Seriously i need one. I'm finding but i can't seem to get one. Grrr. Besides i don't think i'm physically fit to get down to work now. I'm down with a flu and fever. I'm still recovering though. Haha.
Anyways i've been on with a movie marathon for the past one week. Lol, sometimes i love Rp because of their empty classrooms. Haha.
Monday, November 12, 2007, 11:32 AM
Sonnet 57
Being your slave, what should I do but tend
Upon the hours and times of your desire?
I have no precious time at all to spend,
Nor services to do, till you require.
Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour
Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,
Nor think the bitterness of absence sour
When you have bid your servant once adieu;
Nor dare I question with my jealous thought
Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,
But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought
Save, where you are how happy you make those.
So true a fool is love that in your will,
Though you do any thing, he thinks no ill.
William Shakespeare
And here i am in W67M all alone waiting for Linda to join me. So much for my resolutions of going to class. Well i do want to go to class. But i have a BIG problem. That is...... Oversleeping. Darn it people.
And you know what else? My laptop LCD screen cracked. Again. For the second time. So i have to find another extra job to get the damned laptop screen replaced and save up money to get a new one. At least i will have more responsibility of taking care of it. IT'LL BE MY MONEY PEOPLE.
My sister's birthday is also around the corner and i have to save up money for that too..... Sigh, the month of november and december are the months which will suck me up dry of money. I need to get anohter job and my aim is to at least reach the $800 range for my pay from several jobs i'm doing and going to do. Sigh.
Besides the money issues, i feel depressed and nostalgic all at once. Sigh, 7-eleven #202 will be closing down in exactly one week time. I feel it's really difficult to say goodbye to that place. So many of my memories come from there. Sigh, i supposed nothing lasts froever. All of us will have to depart from that place and proceed to somewhere else.
I told Auntie Nancy that wherever she goes i'll follow. Haha, actually i wanted to resign lar, but i'm in shot of money and i love the people i'm working with though sometimes they can get on my nerves. But doesn't matter right now. =)
I have way too many plans in my head and i hope i can fulfill it by the end of december. Let's just pray mannnn.
In tango
Thursday, November 08, 2007, 6:28 PM
And finally i'm at home! It seems so long since i last stayed at home. Well i feel that way anyways. =)
And i'm addicted to this song!
Monday, November 05, 2007, 11:54 PM
Sonnet 76
Why is my verse so barren of new pride,
So far from variation or quick change?
Why with the time do I not glance aside
To new-found methods and to compounds strange?
Why write I still all one, ever the same,
And keep invention in a noted weed,
That every word doth almost tell my name,
Showing their birth and where they did proceed?
O, know, sweet love, I always write of you,
And you and love are still my argument; So all my best is dressing old words new,
Spending again what is already spent:
For as the sun is daily new and old,
So is my love still telling what is told.
William Shakespeare
I know you haven't heard from me as of late. My apologies i'm just too lazy to blog, that is all. Lol.
Even now i am lazy to blog.. Sooo i've decided to just post pictures ok???
30th Oct'07
1st Nov'o7
3rd Nov'07
Love you girls. You never fail to make my day. =)
Saturday, October 27, 2007, 12:02 PM
Sonnet 132
Thine eyes I love, and they, as pitying me,
Knowing thy heart torments me with disdain, Have put on black and loving mourners be, Looking with pretty ruth upon my pain. And truly not the morning sun of heaven Better becomes the grey cheeks of the east, Nor that full star that ushers in the even Doth half that glory to the sober west, As those two mourning eyes become thy face: O, let it then as well beseem thy heart To mourn for me, since mourning doth thee grace, And suit thy pity like in every part. Then will I swear beauty herself is black
And all they foul that thy complexion lack.
William Shakespeare
Ok it has been a while since i last updated. I've been tooo lazy to update. Lols, i'm always feeling tired that is all. Haha, anyways let me keep you people update what i've been up to for the past week.
22nd Oct:
Didn't go class on that day and hung out with the girls. For the first time in my life i hung out late with them!! Lol, it felt kinda thrilling butttt, fear was still there. Heh heh.
23rd Oct:
Again, for the second day of the school week i did not go class. Initially planned to go to gym with nunu but there was a change of plan. From only two girls wondering where to hang out, it became four. It seemed Shama and Linda 'self-declared' a school holiday for themselves. Lol. Headed to Arab street for Sheesha. And i had loads of fun. =)
The boys joined in and after that the whole lot of us went hunting for cocoa powder for nunu's mom! Hahah.
The babes spent quality time at Al-Majlis for sheesha, while waiting for the dudes.As soon as they reached, we continued our destination in looking for...
"COCOA POWDER, BRAND RED MAN" as requested by our dear NURUL KHAYRIYYAH BTE JAFFRI's mother.
1st stop, the Market near Bugis. None! 2nd stop, Fair Price at Sungei Road. None! 3rd stop, Sheng Siong at Tekka Mall. None! 4th stop, Sheng Siong at the building beside Tekka Mall. None! 5th stop, Selvi minimart near Little India MRT Station. None!
Lastly, she got it at Sembawang, as instructed by her mother.
The moral of the story, "Always follow what your mum says. If she say, get item from shop A, you better get the item from shop A. Because you can never get the same item from shop B, C or D."
I learned my lesson after going through the obstacles...
1st, walking in the hot sun from Bugis to Little India. 2nd, crossing the road twice with lots of upcoming vehicles. 3rd, poor communication; getting different item for a different item. 4th, being the white sheep among the black sheeps.
This is worst than Amazing Race.Lol.Btw, thanks babe. Haa.
And after that we headed to Woodlands Civic Centre and spent the rest of the night there. And i, again, broke record of reaching home after 11. Hahah.
24th Oct:
I didn't go school once again but i used it wisely in the lab with my fyp mates doing stupid experiments and all. Grrr.... Vexing as it can get, it was rather interesting to see myself think so much for one day. I should get an award for thinking you know!
After that i headed to Woodlands Civic Centre once again to hang out with the girls once again. I just can't get enough of them i supposed. Lol.
25th Oct:
Lol. Like the usual routine for me, met up with Shama and Linda at the school library. The trio sat down and talked and talked. Alot as a matter of fact! Lol. Once Nunu was done with class the four of us headed to Woodlands Civic Centre once again. Sat down there till Su joined us. Epul was there too. =) And we left around 6 plus.
26th Oct:
Yesterday, didn't do much. After school, Nunu and i went to WCC first after which Linda joined us. Only for a while though. Shama couldn't make it on the last minute as she had to rush down to the hospital. Anyways, yesterday i found out there's so much common between my beloved father and Nunu's. Lol, spent time talking about them yesterday. Heh.
I supposed the week has been spent really well, and i'm very content. Lol. I hope to have more times like this with you girls again. =)
Friday, October 19, 2007, 11:50 AM
Sonnet 29
When, in disgrace with Fortune and men's eyes,
I all alone beweep my outcast state,
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
And look upon myself and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least,
Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
Like to the lark at break of day arising
From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate
For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings,
That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
William Shakespeare
Finally after God knows how long, all the us came together for a quality time session with one another. So many things i had to catch up with them. And i'm so glad i did catch up. =) I miss the whole lot of them!
I really miss these whole lot! It has been a very long time since we gather together and have gossips. And trust me honeys i don't know how fun this club is and i don't know how far i'll be going, but whatever it is i know i have supports! That's what matters! Hahah. Anything i can approach you bitches! Lol.
Right now, i'm in school and i don't know whether i did a right choice of going to class. Haha, bored man! Like it's not my last week's team! And i don't like it larr.
Things are going fine right now. But you know, being the usual me, i will have to confuse myself by thinking tooo much and then muddle my head with negative thoughts, which i will find it positive. Haha.
Ok, i don't know what to blog already. Hahah. Byes!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007, 2:24 PM
Sonnet 17:
Who will believe my verse in time to come, If it were fill'd with your most high deserts?
Though yet, heaven knows, it is but as a tomb
Which hides your life and shows not half your parts.
If I could write the beauty of your eyes
And in fresh numbers number all your graces,
The age to come would say 'This poet lies:
Such heavenly touches ne'er touch'd earthly faces.
'So should my papers yellow'd with their age
Be scorn'd like old men of less truth than tongue,
And your true rights be term'd a poet's rage
And stretched metre of an antique song:
But were some child of yours alive that time,
You should live twice; in it and in my rhyme.
First of all:
EID MUBARAK TO ALL MUSLIMS! So sorry for the hiatus. It's unintentional, i assure you. Just that i've been rather busy with the preparations at home for the festive season. Selamat Hari Raya to all of you. Maaf zahir dan batin. =) This is the fourth day of the festive season and i'm feeling sad because i'm not joining in the fun of celebrating. sigh.
But oh well, at least i gain something! I lost 4kg in total during the month of Ramadhan. Which is a good thing. But the bad thing is i gained 2 kg since the first day of Shawal. Now that sucks big time man. And i am working at it! I have to lose more weight. I hope i shed another 2 or 3 kg by the time i get my pay. I need to get a new pair of jeans and a couple of t shirts. And probably a high heels man. I need one really badly.
Ok i'm going random from now. Again i'm depressed. I mean really depressed. Sigh. I like Guy A and Guy B.
Guy B likes me alot and gives me alot of attention to me! But i don't exactly care actually. I'm more particular of Guy A giving me the attention that i'm expecting of him. Usually he will give me unknowing of my intention. =) And i'll like him more day by day.
Yesterday Guy A had to make me feel depressed. Sigh. =( He told me that if he could only find a girl of his race with my personality, he will be very happy. I was happy because he expects a girl with my personality, but it made me sad at the end of the day because this shows i stand no chance. Sigh.
Why can't he just like someone not his race? Does it make a big difference? I do not know seriously. Sucks man. Grrrr. But i don't care actually. I like our relationship now- friends. I think it's more than i can ask for. I just don't want my feelings for him jeapordize our friendship. It'll suck big time. =) I like him and that's all that matters.
People who have all the freaking idea in the world of what i am talking about please do not mention names in my tag!!!!! The last thing i need is for the whole world to know my not-so-secret secret. =)
Anyways chatting with Chin Hoe right now and i realise he's the only idiot who can make me go crazy and smile at his lame antics with sincere conscience. =) He can be an asshole most of the times but i like him for who he is. =) Sometimes it amazes me how i got to know this lunatic fella and i can't fathom my life without him. He is someone i can talk out all my problems with. Of course other than Ambujan. =)
My special friend:
Saturday, September 29, 2007, 12:36 AM
Well well well, guess what people. I'm so astonished to know i have lots of fans! My loyal fans like essz and passerby!
Thanks soooo very much for keeping track of me and my wonderful beautiful, hot and sexy friends! I feel honoured to have the both of you avidly reading my blog and tagging! I can never ask anything more than this now can i?
Well you see passerby and essz, there's so many things you're right about me but wrong at the same time. So i would just like to clarify some issues with you. Is that ok? Surely you wouldn't mind.
Well, i agree i'm the least good looking amongst my friends. But the thing which you, my wonderful fans, are wrong about is me being the ugliest. Because i am not. I'm much capable of attracting guys' attention than you would ever know about. =) You know the definition of ugly?
Aaah, so now that you have the right definition, you should very well know i'm not categorised as ugly. Because i'm fairly certain that you haven't seen your mother's pussy (probably when you're younger. Or when you're screwing her).
Next thing is i'm a loser. But i'm winner in this case. Because i have my friends by my side and that's a very good reason for me to be a winner in this. You know wheh one becomes a loser?
When there's something wrong with your father's dick while screwing your mother and then give birth to such a retarded offspring. Now that's when i call someone a loser! =)
I am a bitch. No doubts on that sweethearts. But don't you know bitch barks, barks belong to trees, trees are nature and nature beholds so far beyond beauty. Sigh.... i know i'm part of the nature and i'm beautiful. You two sweet fellas touched my heart to no extent! =D
I'm definitely not pig. You should very well know by now, that i'm a muslim. I can't possibly be a pig because i'm halal. And there's not such thing as 'halal pig', now is there you silly, silly, dumbwit boys!
I'm not an elephant also. You know when one looks like an elephant?
When your skinny, malnourished mother was carrying a you in her womb. Now that's when someone looks like elephant. Well a under fed elephant at least. Elephant nontheless.
And you know when someone looks repulsive? When you can't control your own dick when you're pissing and your own piss sprayed on your face. Aaaah what a repulsive picture don't you think so? Show me how either one of you do it will you? I'd love to see it. =)
Aaaand i thought i might want you to know, that i'm happily attached with my wonderful good looking boyfriend. He loves me alot. Dearly too! =)
I know essz and passerby love me too much to actually stalk me and sing me full of praises. Thank you so very much. But i would suggest you would divert your attention somewhere else? As long as they're not my friends it'd be fine with me. Any inquiries don't hesitate to ask ok?
I'm willing to give you my autograph with love. =)
Oh if i were the both of you i would be very careful of my family jewels. It might be injured by the end of next week should I, or rather my friends and i, find out who in God's name, the both of you are. =)
Take Care sweethearts. With Love, Khairunnisa Elias THE GREAT
Thursday, September 27, 2007, 7:38 AM
Oh before i forget.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUZILA AND SIN YUAN!!! BOTH OF YOU SO OLD MAN. TSK. TSK. TSK.
6:56 AM
Sonnet 8:
Music to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly?
Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy:
Why lov'st thou that which thou receiv'st not gladly,
Or else receiv'st with pleasure thine annoy?
If the true concord of well-tuned sounds,
By unions married, do offend thine ear,
They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds
In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear.
Mark how one string, sweet husband to another,
Strikes each in each by mutual ordering;
Resembling sire and child and happy mother,
Who, all in one, one pleasing note do sing:
Whose speechless song being many, seeming one,
Sings this to thee: 'Thou single wilt prove none.'
William Shakespeare
Seriously i'm in a foul mood for the past few days. I don't wish to state the reason here, there are people who patronise this blog of mine. And i do not wish to stir any form of trouble or resentment.
I've made up my mind finally. I'm going to rebel at any given opportunity just to make her life difficult. It seems that i can be pushed around after all. Or so she thinks i can. One has a patience limit after all, and so do i. Anyone trying to tread on me, should know his/her limit because once my patience wear off it'll be totally difficult for him/her. I'm someone known to make another party's life a living hell.
I can be patient. Very very very patient. I'm very well known for my patienc level and if someone succeeds in snapping my reins of patience, just because he/she thinks that i'm not much of a threat then you're totally wrong. I can be evil if i want to. Trust me on this.
------
Ok going on a lighter note now. =) School is good. I enjoy my classes it seems. Most of them at least i think. =) Supposedly i had my thursdays off from school, but last Friday, i had another module popping out from nowhere in my leo account.
School management sucks big time.
Anyways i'm going to complete my ce points as soon as possible and complete my PP as well. If only they could take PP out from the school curriculum, i'd be most grateful to RP.
But sad to say, it'll never happen in this century. Or till i graduate to say the least. =(
FYP is still hanging there. Lay Pheng sucks to the max. She's not much of a supervisor after all. All she does is to make life difficult for us. We're the 'spoilt brats' all these while anyways. Bleah.
It always seems that we have a communication barrier between us and her. We can never get the time right or the location right. Seriously i don't know whose fault it is. Haha.
I miss reading all of a sudden. Hmmm i don't know why. But it's only yesterday i was beginning to read 'Emma' by Jane Austen. Such a splendid author i have to tell you. She writes in a way no others wrote. Siiiighhhh.
Anyways i want to read her other book, 'Sense and Sensibility'. I can't find it in the library so i have to find a way to get hold of the book. I heard it's a good book to read. After which i'll watch the movie. Haha.
I read 'Pride and Prejaudice' and it's superb. I liked it a lot. I want to watch the movie though, but i don't seem to have the time to borrow the DVD.
Speaking of which, i have so many movies unseen. Like 'Rasputin' and 'Close my Eyes'. I actually downloaded these two movies. One of which took close to two weeks to get downloaded. Another downloaded half way but i don't know what happened it actually started downloading from scratch.
And you know the one which completed downloading? 'Close my Eyes' is the title by the way. Well i was soo excited to watch it and ended up it was dubbed to German i think. Drats man, i want to watch it so very badly. Sigh.
Oh well, now i'm pinning all my hopes on 'Rasputin'. Another great movie. It's real based story about 'Grigori Rasputin'. Settings was in Russia i think. Or was is Siberia? Well nonetheless he was serving 'Tsar'. Ok, i think it's in Russia. Hahaa.
Ok out now!
Tuesday, September 25, 2007, 3:44 PM
TAN CHIN HOE FROM SCHOOL OF INFO TECH OF REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC WHO WORKS AT 7-ELEVEN, WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS ON 29TH SEPTEMBER AND WILL BE TURNING 20 THIS SATURDAY!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!
AND YOU SUCK BIG TIME!! SUCK TO THE CORE MAN!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
Music Overload
Thinking Cap
If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?
