i'm upset...
Friday, February 17, 2006, 10:29 PM
i'm not really in one of the jolly mood today.. Lots of things happened today to me... Very depressing indeed..My mom came down to school today, not because i did something wrong or what. But because of my outstanding school fees. If i were not to pay by this coming monday, they'll ban me from LEO system. That means i can't study and all... So due to this my mom came down to talk to the in charge of the welfare department.The fucking staffs in the one stop centre made her wait for one freaking hour! That's not main issue here actually. The thing is, i really feel sorry for my mom. I mean hey! I live in Yew Tee and my mother had to travel ALL the way from there to freaking Kay Siang Road EARLY in the morning. And then they made wait and when someone attended to her, she told her to send an email and all... Like what the fuck?!Yes, i am facing some financial difficulties. Singapore's always full of 'financial aid', or so they say. But i will have to say this: They are of NO use! You people know i am a mixed. My mom's a malay and my dad's an indian. So what does that make me? Indian Muslim right? And that means i have like TWO sides to ask help... in a way... But guess what? It's otherwise! When we seek Mendaki, they'll tell us to seek Sinda, coz i'm an indian. When we seek Sinda, they'll tell us to seek Mendaki because i'm a muslim! Like what the heck is this man??! I find this absolutely ridiculous! Hello??! WE NEED HELP!!! Isn't that why such organizations are made for? Then why the heck aren't they helping?!And Republic is another dumb school! It's not as if i don't want to settle my fees you know! I CAN'T settle it that's why! But they never understand! "Why not pay by instalment?" My mom earns $600 ++ per month after the cut of CPF. And they want us to pay by instalment? Then what the hell would we do for marketing and other bills?! Isn't this ridiculous to them.Never in my life have i ever felt so stressed up. I just couldn't take it today, that finally i broke down. I cried like hell, seeking Shruthi of course. I can't think of anyone else except my best friend.. Thanks shruthi for everything... Thanks alot for lending your ears. Thanks for letting me lean on ya... I love you lots...For now i can only pray for a good outcome... And i hope God shows me the bright path...
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If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?
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Khairunnisa Elias
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