satisfaction
Tuesday, May 30, 2006, 12:06 PM
Got my pay finally and for the first time in my life i feel satisifed that things went the way i want it to. Hahas.. I've gotten my mouse, i've watched X men and i'll be getting a bag within this week. Woohoo..
Had a family outing the day before yesterday. Well i was glad that things between we, siblings, and our parents were going to improve. But i was totally wrong. Even when we were outside, we had arguments here and there. And that is when i realised the bonding between us and parents is no more there. It wouldn't be the same anymore. Things have changed between us. We've already drifted apart. It's like... we're strangers. And you know what's shocking? I don't seem to be bothered about it. You know why? Because each time i try to bring all of us together, either one will have to disagree. And i'm not one who voice out my thoughts about this...Let's just say i'm too egoistic.
But i do wish things go back like how it used to 10 years ago......
When granddaddy and grandmommy lived with us...
When we were of better financial status...
When mummy comes home from work only to see us....
When daddy brings us out during weekends with mummy...
When daddy and granddaddy buy what I want...
When grandmummy cooks for breakfast before i leave for school....
When all of us stay at home and have family talks....
But it's all lost now......
Grandmummy's not here, she's in heaven.
Granddaddy's getting old and grumpy.
Mummy's always not at home always working for the family;
And even when she comes home, she's never happy. Always yelling..
Daddy's sick
Yasin and Nur are always leading their own lives.
All gone..... Life's not the same. Things change as time passes by........
Will my family be complete like it used to be??
Will we even make an effort to have things back like it used to?
Heh... i leave it up to God....
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Thinking Cap
If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?
The bitch
Khairunnisa Elias
31.08.1988
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