Monday, January 22, 2007, 11:39 PM
Had a chat with my brother today. After such a looooong time, since he's always working or not at home.And the chat actually triggered an emotion deep within me.Have i always hated my brother?This was what i asked myself after the end of the talk. And you know what i found out?I've never hated him. I've always loved him.Alot. Just as deep as my love for my sister. Just because he can be an ass most of the times, doesn't mean i hate him all this while. We don't spend quality time together, just like how i spent with my sister. Nonetheless i love all the same.Then came another question.Am i a bad sister?Is that why the both of you are afraid to approach me when you have problem? Because you're afraid i'll tell mom and dad about your troubles?Well, my brother said that to me. But i did that because i don't know how to handle your problems right? Our parents are the only resort i can get to help the both of you right?After having to think so hard of whether to trust me or not, he finally confided in me. Not after forcing an oath from me.And then i realise he was never strong to begin with. He has always been vulnerable inside, with no one to turn to. It seems i'm his last resort.But what do you expect from me Yasin? I gave you advices and you said you know what to do. You're old enough to think. I believe you. You're matured enough to think what is right and what is wrong. All i'm hoping is you handle your problems wisely.And i want you to remember, that whatever it is i'm here for you.Including you, Nur. I'm always here for you. I'll keep whatever secrets away from our parents, only if i believe the both of you can handle your problems alone and wisely.I hope i can stop worrying for the both of you.
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Thinking Cap
If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?
The bitch
Khairunnisa Elias
31.08.1988
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