Sunday, January 21, 2007, 2:52 PM
I hope no one bothers about me.Family and Friends particularly.Everyone else too.I just want to be alone. In my own world where i am invisible. I mean literally invisible.I so badly want to go to the beach. Alone. Where i can let the breeze caress me and the sun kiss my skin. Where i can hear the music of nature-the waves crashing down the shore, the trees dancing to the silent tune of the breeze. Where i can get intoxicated with the fresh salty air.And if it's possible i so very badly want to watch the sunset and welcome the night.I want to lie on my back on the sand and watch the moon surrounded with lots of shimmering stars.Who knows i might even get to see a shooting star.And it'll be nice if it rains there. Oh, how i love the feel of rain on me- rivulets of raindrop on my body.The rain simply washes away my problems.Even if it is momentary.And the beach brings the real me out of the shell.Only when i'm there, i begin to feel myself again.No pretense, no deceit.Aaah.. this is what i call bliss.The beach is my paradise. The rain is my drug.I can lose myself for all i care when i'm there.Tomorrow.Yes. I'm heading down to the beach tomorrow. No one's going to stop me this time.Don't be deceived by her smiles and laughter.It's all an act.An act to dupe the world.No one knows her on the inside.The real her.No one but the God she worships and herself knows the real her.When, oh whenwill she find the one who can see through her façadeand embrace her for who she is?But till then,solitude is her solace..."Can i be the figment of reality?Please?Pretty Please??"Khairunnisa Elias
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Thinking Cap
If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?
The bitch
Khairunnisa Elias
31.08.1988
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