Wednesday, January 17, 2007, 2:49 PM
Lots of phone calls and sms-es have been jamming my network after my previous entries. Msns too. Of course not much in the tag board, only Linda. =)Dear all,I'm not going to answer any questions or queries regarding the entry. Don't ask me questions like:"What happened to you? Did i offend you?""Did i ever do wrong to you?""Do you still consider me as your friend?""Who's the one who hurt you in such a manner?""Am i in your social circle girl?"Actually there are more questions, but i'm too lazy to list them all.And also don't try to sympathise for me if you don't truly mean it. You know who you are. I'm not going to mention names.All i'm going to tell all of you out there like what i told everyone who asked me these questions and to people who comment about the entry,If you haven't done me any wrong, then you'll always be dear to me.I'm not going to pinpoint any of your mistakes which hurt me, neither am i going to reveal to you if you are my friend in my social circle, should you do no harm to me. :)Which means whoever approached me about this matter, there are some of you who i don't consider as my friends and some of you who i consider as my friends.I just don't want to tell any of you who belongs to which category. I don't want to hurt anyone. Besides i believe it is thrilling in this way.And i know there are some of you out there who i still consider as my friends, wanting to help me.I know you want to know what is troubling me. I know you want to be here for me like when i was there for you people.Thanks alot of your care and concern guys.But i will definitely approach you when i really need help ok?The thing all of you don't know about me is, i prefer keeping all my emotions and problems within myself to confiding in someone.I will definitely approach any one of you when i really need someone to talk to. Or when my last rein of patience snaps ok? For now i believe i can handle my problems and emotions myself. =D--Ok let's drop the matter for now.School's tomorrow. Back to the hellhole tomorrow.Drats.Oh well, it's another two weeks time before school ends. Soo.... i just have to endure with it. =)I finally know who to interview for my Professional Profiling. Haha, but sad to say i haven't send in the proposal yet.Hope to do it within this week.I just pray i can finish my PP in time, now that FYP is on the way.--You know it's time that i set my priorities right. Lols.I think i've been giving certain unnecessary activities/things of great importance, when the ones which demands my immediate attention are being shoved aside.For an instance blogging. I think blogging should only be done when i have the bloody free time, not when i have to study for tomorrow's MCB or not when i have to concerntrate on my PP.If i am to continue such irresponsible beahviour on my part, i'm going to flunk my studies!Or maybe fail terribly instead of succeeding in the future.And i'm eighteen turning nineteen! If i'm going to lead my life this way (which i so very much prefer), i'll go nowhere in the future.I think i should start off being responsible in my household first. My mother has been nagging at me almost everyday over the same issue- an irresponsible girl. And from there i believe i can proceed on.1) I should very much cut down on the time i use the laptop. I don't know what the fuck i do on it everyday which has me spending more than three or four hours on it everyday. All i know is by the end of the day i don't remember what websites i surf or who i chatted with, earlier!2) Cut down the time on reading books! Yes, reading is fun and addictive in my case i guess. I can actually spend the whole day locked up in the room reading. I will have no idea on whatever happens around me when i have a book in my hands.I should work on these two first before i proceed on the rest.Hmmm..
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If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?
The bitch
Khairunnisa Elias
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