Sunday, January 14, 2007, 9:19 PM
Ok, i was blog-hopping just now and i came across my sec schoolmate's blog.And i realised that she's one good example to the saying, "People change as time passes by."I've known her since Sec 1 through NPCC. She didn't use to be like this back then. Yes, a little wild and loud but not to such an extent.Ok, i shan't mention names in here. Don't ask me why! *Snickers*Back in the Secondary school days, she was a sweet little thing. Yes, she had a mouth like the loud hailer. And she still does =). But she was decent. As in, she respected the teachers in school and not forgetting her parents too. She never liked girls who are too bitchy. Ok let me put it in a nicer term. She never liked girls who are tooooo wild. The sort of girls who have an active night life and the ones who enjoy smoking and drinking.Well, probably she was a little flirtatious and i think she still is. But that's beside the point.As i was reading a blog, i realised she changed alot. Alot, alot, alot. She clubs almost every night. She drinks. She smokes. She rebels. She cusses and swears very often (more than back in Sec school).And you know what makes me have a worse impression of her? She does all these but she wears tudung to school.No, she doesn't do these unsightly activites with the tudung on. She does all these at nights and probably when she meets up with her friends outside without the tudung.Well, i don't know she wears it because of obligation or because of other personal reason.Ok i know i'm not in the right position to critisize her. I don't wear the tudung too, but my point here is, if you want to carry out activities such as clubbing and smoking, do it without the tudung. There's no such thing as 'Angel by the day; Devil by the night'.If you're wearing it, then behave with proper. No point of giving other people the impression that you're a good decent girl. Sooner or later people will come to learn about you and they'll judge with different eyes.I don't hate her, neither do i dislike her. I'm just feeling a little uncomfortable with her behaviour. After all i've known her for five years plus and i know she wasn't like this back then. It's a little awkward seeing her around the campus like a good girl when you know her other activities.Sigh, i hope she comes to her senses soon.Including someone who i've also known since Sec 1.I miss the old her. Things weren't like before for the both of us. We're in a different directions now. I don't know things will revert like the past for the both of us. But all i want to tell you is, i still care for you, even though your other friends are more important than me.
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If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?
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Khairunnisa Elias
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