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Saturday, January 20, 2007, 2:26 PM

Sigh, now i'm beginning to wonder who are the 'childish and immature' ones here.

Us, the queenies or her?

We made an anti-pumpkin friendster account for her. When was that? Three years back? Hmmm, yeap.

Yeah, yeah. Say whatever you want people.

Childish? Yes we were.

Immature? Yes we were.

Nasty? Yes we were.

Like DUH! What the hell do you expect from five 16 years old girls? Childish immature behaviour precisely!

You don't expect us to think about the consequences we might face in the future at such a young age right?

But reliving the past now and telling the whole world about it, doesn't change the past. Of course you have every right to feel bitter about it. After all it must have been traumatizing for you to have to face everyday of living hell from us.

Well i would have been if it was me.

But come to think about it, i suppose it wouldn't have affected you much since you 'have never given two fucks' about people who have hated you.

I'm not asking you to forgive us. Not that we are on our knees begging you for your forgiveness.

All i'm just saying, let's keep the past as the history and not bring it into the present which might affect our future.

Lols, don't ever think i'm trying to keep the past buried to keep our 'ugly side' hidden from the world. I just don't want further disputes to take place because of a childish arguement held in the past.

Talking about ugly side, i wanna raise up another point.

Are we (the Queenies) the only one who have ugly side or something? Other people in the world including yourself don't have it?

Wow, i didn't know we have perfection in this world.

When is perfection born in this world? Or rather when did perfection born in this world?

I haven't heard of it until a few days ago!

The last time i checked, no one is perfect or we can come close to be perfect but never perfect.

So why is it you're making an issue about we having an ugly side? I bet you have it. Your friends have it. Basically everyone in this world has it.

So don't make it sound like we've murdered someone.

And if anyone out there plans to tell our (the Queenies) friends about our ugly side to embarrass us, this is what i've got to say:

G.O. A.H.E.A.D

If we're the 'evil no-good' people and you're the saint, what makes you think that we choose our friends of your kind and not ours?

Haha, and even if our friends are angels fallen from heaven, please be rest assured they know about 'ugly side'. So don't worry yourself too much about embarrassing us. Thanks for your concern by the way.

And don't fret over whether they think bad of you or not. They don't because they don't get the picture of our complicated situation.

Besides, they have brains of their own to distinguish right from wrong.

Anyway everyone has a dark past, so i don't see any need for embarrassing us.

It'll be a waste of time of your part.

But i must thank you so very much for even thinking about us. We must have done some good deeds to gain an attention of a saint.

I mean in most cases, deluded people like us don't attract attention from saints like you. =D

Ok this particular part goes to all the third parties. Our friends, your friends and whoever reading this entry:

When two parties are involved in a situation, do not judge any of the parties without listening to the point of view of both sides. Get the story from both before you judge who is right and who is wrong.

So if you have heard the story from her point of view, try not to critisize us as though you are involved in it too.

Yes, she's your friend and you have every right to protect her, but you don't know the full story.

My piece of advice would be:

Find out the full story from both sides.

Or

Stay out of it.

I believe the latter sounds good. =)

Soooo my dear Nisha, let's just lead our lives as the way it is and not continue an arguement from the past. Should our paths meet again, then we shall think of what to do about it later.

PS: And i don't see why we can't patronize your friendster when your profile is meant to be viewed. Not that we're going to cast a spell on you.