Tuesday, January 30, 2007, 12:30 PM
Yes, my Almond Fudge Topped Shortbread is a success.Haha, i got the name wrong last night. But i got it right now! Nyeah!As i was saying, it is a success; only a little tooooo sweet for my liking. =D But all in all, it's good. I guess i'll try it again the next time. Not anytime soon though.Finally finished reading Notre Dame de Paris. After a looong four weeks. I've been very busy, so you can't put the blame on me for not being able to complete it. Such a tragic story it is, i have to say.I'll be working later. I'm soo tired of working and all. Sigh. Feel like resigning. Haha, but i think i'll opt that choice out. It's difficult to get a job i like nowadays. Besides, 7-11 is a nice place to work in. The environment and the people. Probably i might take a break of one week when the hols are here. I just need to relax.Su's accompanying me at the moment. Where else can i be other than the library huh? Lols. I think my life's going quite smoothly. Just like how i want it to (even though my parents will flip if they found out i'm not attending school and spending my time at the library! =x)I've been in a state of meditation lately. Not that i haven't mentioned before in my previous entries. Lols. But i feel it's better to state it down again. =)I've been thinking about so many things, mainly on my future and present. Based on my performance in school, i already know i'm going to repeat another one more semester. Based on my passion and dreams, i already know i will join the police force. Based on my plans for my future i already know that i'll get married to a compatible guy and start a family with him in a nice cozy house.But the question is: Will it actually take place as what i've mentioned above?Haha, the first one is a definite. I will be repeating whether i predicted it or not. But the rest?Hmm, i don't know. I so want all those events above to take place. But i don't really know what the future, or rather, what fate holds for me in the future. Maybe i'll get into another profession? Something better than the police force? Haha, i seriously cannot fathom!The future holds a lot of ambiguity, i realise. Haha you don't know what occurs next or what to do next. And that is something i like, i guess.Because it adds into the thrill of life. Supposing you know your future, don't you find that life would be kind of boring? You'll be all prepared for a bad circumstance and already looking forward to the sweet reward you might be recieving 10 years from now! By the time you get the reward, you are already bored. You'll be thinking, "I already know i'll be getting this!" on the contrary.Now what's the fun in that?You don't get to feel the adrenaline pumping through your veins when you're in deep shit. You don't get to treasure whatever success you've gotten.Now that's what i say B-O-R-I-N-G.But sometimes it's better to keep our future in the dark don't you think? Let it be mystifying since that's the beauty of it. Besides i don't think i would be able to take it if i find out that my future is much worse than the present itself.Alas, my present is not at all good.But there is one person, and only one person who knows what would become of us in the future.That is: God above. Only He knows our future, for He decides our destinies.We should thank Him for throwing obstacles on our way in order to make us stronger. There's a saying that goes, "The harder you fall, the stronger you get."Thank you Allah, for all the things i've received, from my family to my very last breath. You, who bestowed me with a life on earth, i will worship till the very last day of my life.I think it's time i correct my present before i can even think about the future!Ciaos.
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If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?
The bitch
Khairunnisa Elias
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