Sunday, March 11, 2007, 2:34 PM
I don't know who to trust and who not to trust now. All the while i thought things were good among all of us, but i guess i over-estimated the situation. Probably quitting is the best solution? Is it because of this, this particular person decided to quit? Maybe.Have been doing a lot of soul searching recently. A lot of major decisions are needed to be made. And i hope whatever it is, it'll be the right one. I haven't been feeling good as of late. My heart is in for a ride on roller coaster of emotions. I just don't know why she had to tell me these things. Maybe i prefer being in the dark to knowing the truth.Now, i'm seeing things in a different light. No more in a positive manner, but more in a negative. I feel uncomfortable even being in their presence. I'm trying my best to being normal, but the harder i try the more i get myself thinking if what i'm doing is right or wrong.Maybe this is what people say 'not to be too close to someone'. If only someone could prove it to me that i'm just reading too much of the people involved.I need a break. A break from the people i know. Family, friends etc. I need to run away and hide from them.I'm tired people. So emotionally tired. I'm so tired of thinking about what went wrong, who went wrong. Me? Or you?I know i have my part to be responsible for. I'll admit it. But do i deserve this?Heh, i'm tired of contemplating of situations.I still prefer dreaming.Because i'm the one weaving my dream. And i know what i want.Not you or you.
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Thinking Cap
If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?
The bitch
Khairunnisa Elias
31.08.1988
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