Tuesday, June 26, 2007, 11:39 AM
Sheesh. How long has it been since i last updated my blog? A month or so?Lol, Godness i almost forgot i have a blog to update.Almost. That's the keyword here. =)Oh well what i've been up to for the past month?? Well nothing of interest seriously. But i have to say that i've been thinking way too much of my future.As usual, the typical Khairunnisa Elias.For your information i've not been attending classes for close to two months or so? Since before the holidays that is. Yes call me whatver you want. But i could care less ok. Don't start your lecturing on me people. I've had enough from myself and my close friends.I just don't know where the problem lies seriously. Is it me or my classmates? Up until now i can't fathom where went wrong. It is so difficult to get along with them. Me, someone who is very sociable and who is able to talk to a stranger with no difficulties, am facing great difficulties making friends with my classmates.Now where's the logic in that?Sigh, so here i am skipping for each and every classes, crossing my fingers that my parents won't find out (which i highly doubt), and hoping to get a diploma from this dumb school. I hope so really.Ok let's not talk about classes and my classmates. Next i'm worried about is my FYP.Well everything's going kind of smoothly i suppose. Fun i can say. Like coming out with a formulation of a concealer, which we failed so far until last sunday. It seems that we got something which looks like a concealer. And that was only the one trial we did. Well not exactly i did. I wasn't even there when they came out with a positive result. Well, nevertheless we'll be trying out the same formulation again and we so hope the result is the same.Log book is a pain in our asses. We have to submit it soon to our stupid supervisor. I tell you i seriously don't know why we get a hopeless facilitator for our FYP. She is not helping us in anyway we can think of. She doesn't even keep us inform of important issues regarding FYP. We have to find out from our friends from other teams.Dude! This is our FYP man, at least let us succeed in this if not in class man! Geez.Individual report is to be submitted by 4th july. Like can you believe it? It's like we just started on this cosmecuetical shit and before you know it we have to write a Goddamned report. Good God i wonder where will this end at.I have to meet my module chair regarding my performance in school. Well i really have to meet him man before i get thrown out of this school. I need a diploma to get into the police force.Hmm ok let's stop talking about school right now. It really makes me sick.You know i'm emotionally tired for the past one week. All because of him. Irritating peice of shit. One week can you believe?! For a guy for that matter of fact. Ugh. This totally sucks.I really hope i'll be free from this rollercoaster ride of emotions.At the same time i don't want to be free. I want to feel the adreneline of it.I hope to see you again....I'm sick hoping over hopes.
"The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."- Allan K. Chalmers
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If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?
The bitch
Khairunnisa Elias
31.08.1988
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