Monday, July 09, 2007, 4:04 PM
I really feel so tired right now. As in, i'm not physically tired, but more of emotionally tired.I just hate to go through all of this. Besides this is my first time feeling all of these. Good at times, but frustrating most of the times. Right now i just feel like screaming and crying you know. My heart feels so heavy that it needs to drop to my feet.I really cannot take this incredulity. I just want to give up all of these but at the same time i need to hold on to it. I want to hold on to whatever i'm feeling.I'm so scared of myself seriously. I just am. All this while i thought i know myself well enough, but i didn't know better. I don't know who am i now. Sigh. It's going round and round all over again and it's so draining my energy out of me. I just don't know what i want right now.I know if i still hope on this, i'll definitely be moving out of my comfort zone. I already know the risks i'll be facing if i still continue to pursue this issue. I already know what will become of me.But you know what? I don't care. I want to take the risks, whatever it is. I wanna face them all. I wanna get hurt real bad, if that's what i'll be expecting. All i know is i want to pursue this issue. I need to.I'm prepared to take any setbacks set for me in the near future because of this. Well, not 100% though, but i am in most areas.What do i have to do now? What should i do now? What should i do?What should i do to get my mind off you? What should i do to be your friend on a personal level? What should i do to find you? What should i do? You tell me.Please. Please tell me, i need you to tell me or i'll go crazy. I'll go insane thinking about you 24/7. Please.'Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear.'John Lennon
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Thinking Cap
If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?
The bitch
Khairunnisa Elias
31.08.1988
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